well, long time no writting,,, so, dylan im kind of sort of not really over, and for that reasons i've made myselff *friendly* with and older boy, or man, either word works, and still i'm feeling like im dead, and sucluded from the rest of the world, like as i stride thriught the halls i can almost hear the angelic voices caling me into a place of rest, and unawakeful slumber, but still, i'm so indepth with my inner self that, wait, i just lost were i was going with this! damn you dan!! damn you! XD